Sunday, March 2, 2014

My baby is growing up too fast!

If only my love for you reflected more in the amount of journal entries I wrote for you. Know this my little Jeffie, that I adore you. Your smile puts a breathe of fresh air in my day. You curiosity puts mystery in my life and hugs, ah your hugs, put love in my soul. I love nursing you, I love holding you, I love smelling you, I love kissing you.
Within the last few weeks you have started waving and I can almost make out a "hi". We watch the letter factory almost every morning and you have the A sound perfect! You say 'AH' all the time. You still squeal/squeak like a bird at random times. You fold your arms for prayers sometimes. You clap.
You've started feeding yourself! Halleleigh! You still don't eat much, but I think you're eating more than you were. For the last few months 80% of what we put in your mouth came out in a storm of spitting. You sure made your daddy frustrated sometimes, especially when you got it on his work clothes. You mostly love sweet stuff. Since I don't give processed sugars until age 1 and you're not allowed to have honey, that means fruit. I offer you veggies almost every meal and you usual take a few bites, but I know I can get real food in your tummy when i give you fruit. You'r getting really good at 'chewing' your food too so I can give you edema me or
You are tall! Almost all of your 12 month clothes are too small and have been for awhile. Many people ask if you and Meriden are twins. She's small and you're tall.
You FINALLY stopped crying yourself to sleep! You HAVE been crying yourself to sleep every nap (2 times each day) and every night and sometimes twice each night when you'd wake up in the middle of the night. That is 7 months with crying that would sometimes last 40 minutes or more!
You have funniest cute little teeth. You bit me while nursing at first and then you would just kind of gnaw and leave teeth marks, but mow you're doing well. You better enjoy it because you've only got one more month of it.
You spend a great deal of the day in front of the window. You climb up the trampoline, climb up the ottoman and stand up to see out the window. Living across the street from the church, there is often times a lot to see. You wave at people, cars, stray cats and our baby bunnies. You slap the window with your little hands and there are always marks to prove it.
You give the sweetest little hugs and kisses. You grab on to my neck for dear life and plant big wet open mouthed kisses on my cheek. When you're in your johnny jump up you sometimes grab me or Dad's leg and hold on for dear life. Its so fun.
You love to explore and get into anything and climb. I know that you are going to be a toddler that keeps me very busy. YOu love Meriden and you guys get a long so well. She shares her toys and you don't usually seem to care when she takes your toys from you. You love to grab her hair and bows so we have to keep you in the front of the stroller now. You love to go on bike rides and usually squeal a lot when I go fast and the wind is in your face. You've eaten a lot of dirt and sucked on a lot of rocks. I'd think you'd be picky about those sorts of things since you won't eat my cooking a lot of the time.
You almost always sleep through the night, but when you don't, Dad and I have our earplugs ready.
You are ALMOST walking. You can stand up and walk with anything from Meriden's little baby stroller, the little shopping cart or a little play table you push along the gym floor while I'm at aerobics. You love watching the little boys play and run and sometimes I think you're very anxious to be doing the same. You crawl very fast.
If there is a tower built of anything you can spot it from far away and make sure it destroyed in a matter of seconds.
You didn't take a binky until about 6-8 months when you noticed how much your sister loves her binky. You still chew on it a lot and are fine to go to bed without it, but it usually keeps you quiet in places like church, or helps me replace something in your mouth when you're done nursing.
You choose me over Dad any day. I know it won't always be like that so I'm enjoying it while it lasts.
We feel like we should wait until you're done nursing before we try and have another baby so you'll be my baby for a little while longer. So please don't grow up too fast. Just stay little, and mine.
WHen I look in your eyes and really tune into your spirit I know that you are going to be a great man. You already seem so wise.
I love you son, with all of my heart.
Love,
Mom

Thursday, December 19, 2013

8 months

You stand along furniture.
You pull yourself up on furniture.
You love walking while holding a willing soul's fingers.
YOu crawl. FAST!
You say dada when you;re happy and mama when you're hungry
you started getting your first tooth on the bottom on MOnday December 16
You started feeding yourself today. Chunks of banana. You got more on your hands and spread all over the high chair tray than you did in your mouth.
You love to chew on nerf bullets.
You started to sit in the big tub without your baby tub for the first time this week.
You smile a big toothless grin whenever you catch my eye and I smile at you.
You bolt to me crawling after we smile at each other.
You climb up my leg and just hold on for as long as possible.
You still cry yourself to sleep almost every bed time.
You smile at Meriden.
You laugh for no reason at random times.
You don't snuggle. Even when I nurse you, you put your arm up as if to push me away.

I love you little man. I really do just adore you.
Love,
Mom

Sunday, November 3, 2013

7 months

You are growing so fast!! Moving all over the ground!
Guess what!? You're really starting to sleep through the night! You're nursing more on schedule without getting too distracted (most of the time). You are even getting more regular morning/evening naps. You are happier because of it.
You are good for babysitters except for when they put you to bed and they can't stand to hear you cry so they feel sorry for you and rock you to sleep. i don't blame them. Your cry is so so sad and you are so so fun to cuddle and rock to sleep.
You are scooting faster and spending more time on your knees and have quite a determination to get something if you want it.
You sometimes eat 2-3 meals of solids a day. We are graduating you from Bumbo to high chair this week. You still absolutely love your Johhny Jump Up. you're starting to tease your sister by grabbing her hair or clothes as she walks by you in your Jump up and she really doesn't like that.
You mom is still just crazy about you and so is your dad, you sister, and grandpa and boy, just about everyone.
You deserve it. Your spirit is so sweet and I just adore you my lil' Jeffie.
I love you.
Love,
Mom

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Scooting and Sleeping

Thriving: Scooting
Still working on: Sleeping

Jeffrey Jeremy Cooper... I am STILL struggling to figure out how to get you to sleep. We have no regular time you sleep, no regular amount of time you sleep and no regular way of getting you to sleep! We've tried letting you cry yourself to sleep in your bed and our bed, swaddling, quiet, noise, binkys, full tummy, singing, rocking, stroking face... You wake up at the blink of an eye if you do fall asleep whether you cry yourself to sleep, fall asleep int he car or fall asleep nursing...
Last night you cried for... well I didn't keep track, by I'm guessing an hour. Dad and I finally used ear plugs. My rule is to get you to sleep for 7 hours or until 6am. Whichever comes first. You were hollering at about 4 1/2 hours. When you finally cried yourself back to sleep I came and got you after TEN HOURS- because my milk was going to burst.
My goal: Get you to fall asleep on your own under 30 minutes, stay asleep for 2 hours, take 2 naps each day, and sleep through the night.

On a happier note- you SCOOT!! We just got it on video as proof. I can't believe it. You have been trying to move for awhile and for over a month you've been rolling all over the room. Now you push yourself forward and reach and lunge yourself and you are on the move. In your Johnny Jump Up this week there were some things by your feet and Dad noticed you scooting back and running forward and kicking the stuff across the room! You are such a boy. Hehe...

I'm pretty much in love with you. I love the way you smell. I love how adorable you are, I love stroking your hair, I love kissing you, I love tickling you, I love your laugh and your smile and everything about you. You are so cute with your sister and with how you play with toys. You are discovering the world and I LOVE watching you  do it.

Haha, yesterday 2 different people asked us if:
1. You and Meriden were twins...
2. You and Meriden were girls... just for the record you didn't have a trace of pink on you. I think it was the long hair.

Oh, and I love your hair.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

How to make money as a kid

Jeff, I am so excited to help you make money as a kid.  I have been working on my niche website called howtomakemoneyasakid.com and it will be so much fun to teach you how to make money as a kid.  It will be so cool to see you have multiple streams of passive income that will pay for your mission, college and even after that.  You will be able to build and do whatever you want.  I can only wonder what passions and talents you will have that will direct you in the way you should make money.  I wish I could have started when I was your age.  Maybe in a year or two my site will start making me a passive income.  

Jeff I think I kiss you too much.

Jeff you are such a cute little man.  I always want to kiss your little cheeks.  Today on our hike I saw an awesome place to camp and go fishing.  It was on our hike up the Santaquin narrows.  It will be so much fun when we can go set up a tent up there and fish all day, eat our fish and just enjoy the mountains.

You are so good at the Johnny Jump Up.  You jump around and when I say your name you always turn and look at me.  You are getting the hang of that thing.  You have such a sweet great spirit.  I can tell that you are an elect son of God.  I look forward to working with you in the kingdom of God.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

5 1/2 months and growing like a weed!

My dear little Jeffie... or as Meriden has begun calling you Jep-pie or Dep-pie!

Your loving spirit has enhanced the love in our family something fierce. Your smile melts my heart. Your high pitched squeal brings excitement to our family. Your active nature is so fun to watch. Here are some new happenings in your life.
1. You not only have discovered your hands (that happened more then a month ago) but now you use them. Your little pinchers or death grip can get ahold of almost anything and its almost impossible to let go... especially my hair.
2. You still cry yourself to sleep almost every nap. This week we did "The Cry Out". Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. You screamed for at least a good hour during each of those nights. For me it wasn't too bad.  I hear you scream all the time. Don't get me wrong, I did not enjoy it. But I told myself over and over that you have to learn to sleep through the night. Dad struggled. He has finally started wearing ear plugs. Friday night you slept all the way through until about 6:30am. Whew-hoo! Success! But then last night you were screaming. And my milk was full. And I hate that it bothers Dad so much. So I nursed you on the couch for about 30 min and then put you back in bed.
3. You are a very unpredictable eater. It seems like Meriden would eat whenever it was offered to her- be it breast milk or solids. You on the other hand... you're hit and miss. Especially with nursing and especially since you've become very social. You nurse when its been 3+ hours and you are STARVING and then you sometimes (this happens a few times everyday) will then eat about 30 seconds to 3 minutes and then you won't eat anymore. Almost like, I've taken away that starving feeling and now I can't be bothered... grrr, because then you're hungry a short time later. The good news is though that I weighed you yesterday and you weigh 18lbs. I don't think Meriden weighed that until she was 1! We go for your next well check in 2 weeks and we'll see what the doctor says.
4. You have such fun hair. Its like a comb over right on top. I get a lot of comments on your fun hair.
5. You are starting to discover you sister. Meriden has loved you since the day she met you. She has always been so interested in you. If you're crying and I'm in the other room and I come in I'll find her doll, rag, and some rattle all right next to you as she tries everything to share and make you happy. You're finally starting to look at her. Try and touch her face, pull her hair and smile at her. You've been a real trooper with her. You never cry when she sits on you. You rarely cry with anything she does to you- except poking your eye out, then you cry. And that's good. I just know you two will be such good friends.
6. You've become mobile! You scoot, roll and move every way you can. You jump like crazy in your johnny jump up in the kitchen. You somehow get all over the living room rolling but just a little ways frontwards and backwards since your scoots are very small. You love your play mat and play under it a lot. You love to be held.

Son, I just adore you. In the mornings I nurse you real early and then you stay in bed with Dad and I and then Dad gets up and its just me and you. You spit and gurgle and make happy coo noises and then fall back asleep. You look so comfy in our bed. I love snuggling close to you in bed. You smell so sweet and loving. I'm so grateful I get to be your mother. When I look in your eyes I think, "for one so small you seem so strong" (tarzan lyrics) and I do feel like you are already so strong both spiritually and emotionally. You will do great things in your life doing much good for all those around you.

I love you Jeffie.
Love,
Mom